Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Eating my soul alive...

So this blog isnt a very happy one...but I need to just let it out ..If you dont like it then don't read..I know it sounds harsh but I gotta let it out because it is eating me alive.

Im sooo angry inside about everything and I don't know how to fix it.

Im angry at certain friends for not coming to me and talking about things.
Im angry that I have been accused of being Drama when all I did was voice my opinion just like everyone else.
Im angry that when I was looking out for someone dear to me I got shit on in return.
Im angry that I don't get an opinion.
Im angry that when I say something its talking shit, but when anybody else says it its ok.
Im angry that things are different since I have moved away.
Im angry that I would be stupid enough to think if I went back everything would be the same.
Im angry that I have PCOS.
Im angry that my kidneys are shit and I hurt constantly.
Im angry that people are fake as hell.
Im angry that everybody cant just say whatever the hell the wanna say.
Im angry at the Army.
Im angry at school.
Im angry at myself.
Im angry at Texas.
Im angry that Im angry.

Im just plain angry. Please someone save me !


1 comment: